secretly, i hope this is never seen. but i pray you read my mind.

i let my love go, i let you fly free into the open air of the miles between us. if you think of me, remember me. if you stoop to take my hand, i will curtsey appropriately and hide my eyes, until you dig my heart from my bloody chest and warm my blue fingers with your breath. everyone can see how little i deserve you, your undying affection - i am but a poor sailor upon the seas of youth/despair/financial insecurity. and you are so, so much my superior. how you have charmed me, and i believe. and god knows how i love you so wholly. fuck timing! it has nothing to do with anything. if things are meant to be they will. this world is only a few miles wide when we have things like aeroplanes. this life was made for spontaneous pursuits.