watching the wedding the other day it seemed so ridiculous. i was never one of those girls. dolls are creepy and so is commitment. lace and flower trimmings and churches and and vows cut into diamonds. i have mixed feelings. for so long i never thought i would ever...but now i am beginning to think it is something i will one day want my life to be. not the in the eyes of god shit but the forever part.
and she is younger than i and who wouldn't want that? thousands, no, millions, screaming your name and to be young and beautiful and powerful and famous. a prince! who wouldn't want that?
